I participated in event this weekend, and was willfully unprepared for the task at hand. At first, I tried to blame others, but then took a hard look at myself and realized the problem was totally my own responsibility. Soul searching can be so painful at times. But, I know that I can be forgiven, both from those my actions or lack thereof proved to be a disappointment and most importantly from my Heavenly Father. Now it is time to just pick myself up, forgive my self (why are we hardest on ourselves?) and make it right!